Elim woke me up and wish me happy birthday this morning. I forgot this is my birthday #1. It cheered me up right away. Went to Fox Den and hit a couple of buckets of balls. The sun is shining and not very many people were there. An older man in the next booths over came over to talk and wanted to give me some pointers. I welcomed his help. He stayed with me till I ran out of balls and I bought him a beer afterwards. I was able to hit a few balls to 100 yards or so. I was very happy about that. Most balls curved to the right though. I hope I haven’t built up some bad habits already. Carman is his name. I’m sure if I don’t write it down now, it’ll escape me forever. He can hit the balls straight and far 95% of the time. But his stance and technique is not conventional. I don’t think I really want to learn from him the way he does it. I want to learn the traditional way from the beginning.
Went to Borders and found the two books by Catherine Myss and bought a couple of cute little pens and a bookmark. Oh yeah, and book light. I never have enough light to do anything any more. I know it’s my eyes and the old age. But hey, I’m not going to let it stop me if I can help it.
50 seems to be the magic number for me. Since I turned 50, my life has been going up and up in every aspect. I quitted the job that did not motivate me any more and thus killed the source of my depression. The most wonderful man came into my life and he is spoiling me rotten I have to say. We moved into a spacious brand new condo, we have a great neighbor, I danced better, I learned to do new things like golfing. Man, it’s a wonderful life!!
Lately, the metaphysical is calling again. I went back and listened to “Eat, Pray, Love” again, I got the “Interior Castle” out and reading it again. I bought Catherine Myss books to get into it more deeply. I want to go on retreats. I want to start meditating again.
Life is full, life is full of interests, fun, challenges and most importantly peace. I am so fortunate and grateful for everything in my life now. God has once more showed me his/her mercy and I am immersed in the grand love I have not experienced till now. I want to shout “THANK YOU” and yet there is really no words to describe the wonderful feeling for the life I have now.