I think the reality of the hysterectomy is slowly sinking into the consciousness. Wednesday was a blank, I heard the news but it wasn’t me we were talking about. Yesterday, I didn’t give it any conscious thought either, just letting it sit in the background. Today, it’s coming back and I am starting to give its existence a chance to survive. So to speak. I called the doctor’s office to see how soon I should let them know. It was probably a good idea, the person was trying to blow me off by saying the doctor is out of the country till April 1st. Not what the doctor was telling me. She changed her story when I told her my talk with the doctor herself. But I should call Monday to get in the queue though, so the day won’t fill up on me. Only one day left this month. She is only operating on Thursdays and the one before the last week is already filled.
I guess these major surgery brings the mortality to the foreground. I thought I should at least give it some time. Funny that I just started getting back to the GTD system. I guess if I think there are still a lot of things to be done yet, I’m not really thinking about the mortality seriously. Or maybe I am because I suddenly realized that there is limited time left. Who knows.
Starting to think about things I can do in the recovery period. Books, knitting projects, blogging, …. And also funny that P P just got back to me about the employment opportunity at the university after being silent for weeks. It’s a good news and one of the things that will make my day fuller and more structured.
I’m at the library now. Time has changed and the library is catching up. I still remember being scolded at before when I had the notebook plugged into an outlet years ago. Now that have stations setup for laptop plugins and even a private room for people to use. Technology has certainly creep into the daily life for the general mass.
Found a book “101 Best Home-based Businesses for Women”. hmmm. posibilities..