Bennyand Manfred woke me up this morning. Climbed out of bed and saw the rain through the windows. I fed them and made coffee. But Benny wanted to go so I put his raincoat on and we went. He walked like an old dog and stood by the steps for a few moments contemplating if it’s a good idea to go out. We did go for a short walk and all the time he walked like it’s hard to even think about taking another step. It’s funny. He’s such a dainty dog.
Came back, climbed back into bed. Checked email. L isn’t on. I turned on the Xbox and found Holiday. Enjoyed the movie totally. So befitting of the season. Never watched so many movies. Ever since the EPS adapters came and the xbox and appleTV are hooked up to it. I started watching movie from Netflix and Xbox. Riding the emotional tides of the plots, losing track of time. The luxury of not working and being alone. Not quite all alone, there is Benny, Manfred and Tido always around me. Never have I had this luxury of time and freedom.
However, a mindless day is fun but mindless days are not. Finding a goal, something to learn, some thing to achieve, a finished project well done. That makes your life energetic and purposeful. So now I go and search for the meaningful day I am going to have.