It’s almost 4 weeks since I left Taiwan to go home. Im back again. In the same hospital, a different floor. Going through jet lag right now. Feel like I’m in a fog. Mom is finally sleeping after fussing for a while. The lump on her eye has got redder and bigger. She can’t eat, she can’t urinate. It’s hard for her to breathe. The doctors are amazed at how long mom has lasted under her situations. They thought I won’t be able to see her again.
It’s hard to watch her suffer like this. I don’t like to wake her up and see her struggling to breathe and appear to be very uncomfortable. Sometimes the nature is cruel.