Do not know what has got into me today. I have been very restless. Frustrated but can’t put my finger on what. Called Tim and cancelled my lesson. Want to get out but have no destination. For a few days now, I wanted to go out with my camera to shoot pictures by myself. Actually, today would be ideal and yet I don’t want to do it. I thought about driving to Detroit for the Michigan classic and do some Jack and Jill. At one point, I really thought about packing and going but Leo has no idea and he was on the golf course. Stir crazy. And as the day comes to the end, I am getting frustrated and depressed.
I think I need some alone time and the fact that I have not been able to do it is driving me a bit crazy. Go out and shoot picture or get on the road and drive for a few hours appeal to me. Work has not been an uplifting place lately, dancing has not given me the same satisfaction or motivation either, picture taking is an on going process of learning but not rewarding.
Lots of shoulds in my mind but nothing is getting done. Very frustrated.