Tido passed away on March 11th. I was at Elim’s and Leo was home. He started having seizures the night before after a bit of improvements from a sickness a week ago. He has been blind for a while and when he was sick, I was up all night checking and taking care of him. Thought he was getting better when I left for Elim’s for my 2nd vaccine, but the next day he was doing worse and Leo had to take him to the vet.
It’s a big change for us now that we have no pets in the house. There is a feeling of loss all the time, missing the little noises he made and the constant checking on him we did. Although we have the freedom to travel now, we can’t shake the sadness and loss. I vowed not to have any more pets. The last stage of their lives are always traumatic to me. I really don’t want to deal with this kind of sorrow and sadness any more.
After a long hiatus from this blog, I found that instagram posts don’t show up any more. So I deleted all the auto posts I did with IFTTT. And realized that I haven’t written for two years. Not sure I should keep this site or not. Maybe it’s time. We will see.