Went downstairs after my morning coffee to practice the backwards spin in my rumba routine.  I have not been able to do it yet with Minas.  So I decided to practice by myself.  I found it helpful if I slow everything down and try to understand how to adjust my weight as the body moves.  If what Diana said is true, and I believe her, nobody is born with good balance.  It’s gained by practice, practice and practice.  So I did.

And it worked.  I did improve.  Not by much, but a little has been gained.  The one leg swipe that starts the spin is a hard one to grasp.  My body starts twisted the wrong way and the leg helps to give it momentum to start spinning backwards CCW.  I treid half spin first.  It was kind of, just kind of easy.  But when I tried to increase to a full spin, I always lose my balance to the outside.

Finally, after my leg was getting tired, I decided to use the bar edge to imitate Minas’s hand support.  Surprisingly, it helped a lot.  I was able to feel the need to raise my center of gravity up with that swiping leg drawing upwards at the end and stay up a bit longer.  I still haven’t got it down yet.  I would achieve a good one, once in a great while.  As I did it correctly the last time, I stopped practicing.  I wanted to end it with a good note and let my body remembers that correct movement.  No guaratee it will reproduce it on demands but the more correct one I do, the better I’ll be. 

As with any profession, there are skills/knowledge within each one.  It takes time to learn the tricks and there are lots of trials and errors and frustrations.  But the sweet taste of momentary success cheers you on to finally master the skill or obtain the knowledge.

The weather is very mild today in the 50’s.  I took Benny for a longer walk around the other side of stonewater and came back by the park.   It feels so good to be able to take a deep breath and ahh the air is not freezing cold.   Even though is overcast, it’s the best temperature we have in a long while.  I love it and even had the urge to go for a hike.  Nah, I’m not really a hiking enthusiast, but it gives you that unrealistic desire when the weather gets warmer. 

Thursdays and Fridays are my off days from dancing.  I feel free cause I can do anything I like and there is no schedule to adhere to.  If I decide to take a longer walk with Benny, I can.  If I want to indulge in knitting or web surfing, I can.   It’s wonderful.

Talked to Tim and Esther today about the student record project.  It turned out to be much easier than I thought.  So tonight I simplified the forms and queries to do what they wanted.  I think it’s ready to be test driven now.

Also uploaded the newsletters to the web site.  With Rodney’s help, they should be viewable soon.

Had a lesson with Minas.  I still can’t do the backwards spin to a half split.  The more we tried, the worse I got.  sigh.  But it was fun to work with Tim on the new routine. 

Couple of days without dancing coming up.   Want to decide on my next knitting project now.  I made the list for the Meg Swanson’s Knitting Camp in July.  That’s kind of exciting.

Lately the knitting bug has bitten me.  I finished a new sweather for Tido in two color tone.  Well, I ran out of green and used navy blue for the second half.  Left over sock yars work great for his sweater.  Now I have intasia or texture fabric in my mind for his next one.  I’m back working on Leo’s drop shoulder sweater again.  I’m near the end for the body round and working the neck shaping right now.  Still have to get Meg’s DVD out to review the technique often but it’s progressing very nicely. 

My daily routine is like this.  I get up, taking my time to come to full consciousness, usually after a cup of coffee and some knitting video viewing, take my shower.  Usually, Benny would be whining to go out at this point, so I get bundled up (it’s still between teens and twenties most of the time, but there is heat wave today, it’s 49 now) and we go for a walk for about 15 – 20 minutes.  The walk is usually plesant and he would do his business while I marvel at the progress for the house that’s coming up across the street.  Those construction works are amazingly speedy.  One day the trusses (sp?) would just start to be anchored, the next day the whole house is already boarded up.  I have heard new house construction night mares before, and it usually takes months and months and months, but these houses go up in a matter of weeks.  I don’t know how they do it.  Either they have a fantastic project manager or they are really skilled.  I wouldn’t consider the possibility of cutting corners though.  At least I hope not.  Ok, after the walk, I come home and eat some breakfast, usually a bagel or some hot oatmeat.  Then my marathon of knitting starts.  Most of the time, the audible book plays on the iphone to accompany me, or sometimes I play Leo’s Mozart and just knit mindlessly.  I would only stop shortly if I have to do some work for Esther or read my email or wander around on the web drooling over yarns or getting lost in Ravelry.  But 90% of the time, I knit and knit and knit.  I can’t seem to put it down, well, I know I can’t cause I don’t till it’s almost 3:30 and i have to stop to think about dinner.  Sometimes, I just email Leo and tell him that I really don’t want to cook and keep on knitting till he gets home.

This is heaven for me.  I don’t think very many knitters can indulge like me.  I can really neglect everything else and just knit to my heart’s content.  Leo kept saying it’s too much work for me to knit his sweater.  He just doesn’t know that I really truly enjoy it.  I don’t know what it is.  My guess is that I enjoy the feeling of accomplishment when I look at the fabric that emerges from the needles from balls of yarn to something utilitalian or vanity beautiful.  I just can’t wait to see the next progress when the body is done and the sleeves are cast on or the next round of lace on top of the current one.  I have in my mind already been planning for the next project where I can try a new technique or a new design.  In the mean time, my mind can either follow the story line from the interesting book I’m listening to or simply slip into a meditative phase and thus build up the need to spill it all out here.  The nonsense that really leads to nothing profound and yet has to have an outlet or it will explode.

So here goes my knitting maniac phase.  I am totally enjoying it and can’t be thankful enough that I can indulge in this phase right now.  Even though I don’t have the means to buy things or go out, I am very happy to stay home and work on my knitting projects and dream about the next one.  Actually, I have a lace project waiting to be picked up again after the sweater.  And I have some spinning books coming so I can read up on that process and try my hand in it.

Because of my other hobby, the ballroom dancing, I have to think about making some income and going back to work part time.  I may not be able to indulge myself in knitting like this when I do.  But in the mean time, I’m taking full advantage of it .

It started off great and I was excited to do the steaking and the sleeves joining and cardigan cutting.  All went well till I cut it and then realized that I miscalculated the body and the arm holes were cut too close to the back and made it too small for Leo.  I still finished the sweater but it’s my lounge sweater for home now.  I am still glad to learn the techniques to do a drop shoulder sweater in the round and the steaking though.  I am going to cast on another one for Leo in the same yarn.  Good thing I ordered too much for one.  I found more and ordered enough to make another one.  It’s cheap so I don’t feel too bad about the mistake.

I’ve been watching Elizabeth Zimmerman’s DVDs and Meg Swanson’s cardigan DVD.  I’m learning a lot from these DVDs, it really helps to see something done than trying to decipher from the written instructions.   A lot of learning is visual like dancing and knitting and most of other things I’m trying to learn.   Like trying to learn how to better use my Nikon SLR has been so painfully frustrating.  I can read about apature, shutter speed and ISO till my teeth fall out, but I still can’t apply to real situations.  I’m having a hard time taking pictures in the studio because of the lighting, and I still can’t figure out how to adjust the silly camera.  It just refuses to snap a picture when I pressed the button.  Very frustrating….

Wow, it’s been a long time since I put anything here.  Life has been busy.  Connie is well on her way to recovery and getting better all the time.  I competed at Ohio Star Ball and the Yuletide Ball.  Did reasonably well.  Knitted a sweater for Leo which became mine because of a major mistake.  Trying to play with making movies for dancing, taking pictures, and doing things for the studio.

So, I’ve been busy and have neglected my own website and my blog.  Leo mentioned the renewal of the site name coming up and that reminded me to come back and look at things again. 

Thinking about going back to do some part time work to pay for the dance lessons and the knitting materials.  The cost is so high I don’t know any one with moderate income can afford taking the necessary lessons to get better.   Had lunch with Peter to explore the employment possibilities and he told me that it costs almost nothing for his guitar lessons with a Flamengo teacher.   Both are dancing and one costs more than a job can afford and the other almost nothing.  Wondering what justifies this huge difference.  Oh well.

I have been busy and always on to something interesting and challenging since I quit my job, so it’s not that I am getting bored sitting at home.  But the economic issue is threatening the continuation of the things I love to do.  So I have to think of some ways to support the expensive hobbies.  sigh.

Spent most of the day at Connie’s yesterday, I stayed home today.  I’m slowly becoming a home body whether I intended to or not.  For a while, I would get restless if I stay home all day.  Now, I seem to find unending tasks to do and the day just flies by.

I started Leo’s sweater yesterday on the circular needle.  It’s just stockingnet stitches but it’s going pretty fast.  Today, I have been running between the laudry cycles, the knitting/kindle, and the computer working/messing with Photoshop.  Before I know it, it’s 2pm already.  We’re going to Sandy’s tonight for hot pot, I’m really looking forward to it.  Leo still thinks he can handle the spicy food better than Sandy.  But I think they are quite even honestly.

I am going to dig into the photoshop and learn more tricks and tips in it.  I could create more flyers for Esther by myself instead of looking at the same word templates hoping to find something I like.  Koyote showed a few basic moves Sunday and it really looked cool.  I can’t wait to feel comfortable in photoshop and making my own banners and graphics.

I am torn between the Kindle and the Audible now.  But I can’t really complain.  🙂  There are times when Audible is the only choice, like when I’m driving or cleaning the house.  I’m still practicing to knit and read at the same time.  But I make too many mistakes to fix when I read.  Takes more practice.

I have been thinking about making the wrist warmers for Elim and Logan.  If I have time, I want to do the Moebius wrap too.  For Eny and Brandon, how about mittens or socks.  I don’t have enough time actually to do all.  Next year, I need to start a bit earlier and start knitting the gifts to finish in time for christmas.

I’d also like to write more consistently here.  This is one of the creative outlet and I need to make it a practice to write here everyday.  Picutres.  I need to put more pictures too.

Needle: size 5 circular

gauge: 4.5 stitches to the inch

yarn: Knit Picks Wool of the Andes in chocolate lot # 34650 100% Peruvian Highland Wool
hand wash, dry flat, 25 balls 110 yards/ 50 grams

Pattern: Elizabeth Yoke Sweather (Megan’s DVD)

From Knitting

Well, after I woke up this morning and finally gained some sense of consciousness, I remembered this is one of the birthdays.  I feel better about the day just having the thought of it.  We all like to feel special in some way and birthdays certainly put you there in a hurry.  Just like the wedding day for the bride, she gets to be the pincess for a day and everybody’s attention is on her and everybody brings good tidings and get dressed up just for her day. 

Now if we can feel just as special everyday instead of just one day a year or a few times in our lives.  And why not?  Do we like to put ourselves down normally and only feel justified to feel special on our birthdays?  We obvoiusly don’t need to.  But it does help when someone close to you makes you feel special all the time.  After listening to Irina’s torment about her relationship and the tears in her voice, I felt so lucky to have someone in my life now that adds to it with positives instead of negatives.  I know just exactly how she feels because I have been there.  And it is just like living in hell when you live with someone being very critical of you.  The origin is most likely not the victim but the aggressor.  There is something in their lives that are making them unhappy and they take it out on the one that’s closest to them.  It’s the greatest sin I think we can commit in our lives — to create a hell for the ones that’s closest to us.

So here I am in this stage of my life where I constatnly am thankful for the person in my life that only enhances the positives and my life is so much happier and easier.  I am the happiest right now thanks to him.  I wish every woman finds someone like him in her life.  

I am encouraged to pursue the things that I like to do.  So I’m buried under knitting projects, playing with the latest gadgets, learning more about technology and making plans for the next thing that expands my creativity and imagination.   And also I can extend myself to others that need some help and bring some sunshine into their lives.  I found that the kind acts make me happy and they agree with something deep inside as if it is something I am called to do.  Strange, sometimes it takes an outsider to bring the comfort a close one cannot provide no matter how great the actions and intentions they are.  Maybe we have this built in emotions that turn off the appreciation for the kindness our family shows us but appreciate what an outsider brings.  Or do we have higher expectations for our family members.  Or as family members they tend to be more harsh in their approach for a good intention and have less patience.  I don’t know the answer or maybe it’s all of those speculations.  Maybe that’s the lesson we are all given to learn as the recipient or as the giver.

I am extending all the good wishes to Connie and I am also thinking of mom and all my family.   I am encircling the light of healing and protection around every one of them.  I wish every one of them well each and every day so they all live in grace.

I have not stepped out of the house except for dinner last night for 2 and a half days now.  I have been busy and yet I feel restless.  There are lots of projects in my mind and I can only tackle a couple a day and feel like I’m never going to get anywhere.  Organize and plan is the theme of the game.  

There are knitting projects, sweater for Leo, wrist warmers as Xmas presents, my pi shawl.  There are book reading for entertainment (on audible and Kindle), there are spiritual pursuits from reading and practice and note taking.  There are web apps to write for LDC.  Then there is sorting and organizing of the stuff in the basement and around the house.  I have lots to write about in this blog, I have pictures i like to take and upload and organize.  There are gadgets to look at to do things more efficiently.  There is also never ending house cleaning and laundry and meal preps.  I feel like an aimless traveler through life not knowing where to go next.

So first thing first, I need to mindmap everything in my head and start to tackle and plan and organize and fine tune them.  Who said it’s boring after retiring!!

Yarn

body: 7 balls Nutmeg Merino from Knit Picks Lot# 35168

Edge: 1 ball  Fedora Merino from Knit Picks Lot# 40758

Needles:

body: knitpicks circular size 5 

ribing: knitpicks Options size 4

Pattern: book from the library